Saturday, May 29, 2010

Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you, within me I can find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
but You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go..........

I've try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you what I'm going to be is, incomplete...

Incomplete....


(I don't have any idea why but I just felt like it... Maybe the words in the lyrics have some ring to it as in why...)

Entry no.018 by Aaron Tay a.k.a Gaijin Sichirou

Without you

"I can't control myself... My legs... It's as if it has it's own mind... I just kept walking and walking... And I ended up being in front of the place where it all begins..."

Hiya mateys... It's been a long while eh??? Well... Can't blame it... Can't online at home, computer's still down... Well basically I don't even have enough time for myself these days... With UCSI's Got Talent audition going on and recently... Thanks to my friend, I got dragged into the dance club and almost everyday practice, practice, practice.... My ass still hurts.. LOL...

Alright... Main point... If any still ask am I ok already after this long... No I'm not... My time have stopped since the last post... If you catch my drift... Yes... I'm not over it... Although I got no choice but to move on with my life but my heart's still stuck at that time...

Alot of people kept on telling me... Forget... But some things you just can't forget no matter how hard you tried to... Well... I'm just human anyway... And being human... I'm not perfect... I cry, I bleed like all humans do... Well... I just checked my Facebook recently... It seems that somehow my profile has been deleted of the page... I'm not even the friend anymore? Sigh... No helping then...

Aites... I should be sleeping already... The cough syrup last night is still in me and it's forcing me to sleep....

"I just wish... All I can do... Cause that's what I have left..."

Entry no. 017 by Aaron Tay a.k.a Gaijin Sichirou